Hi there Readers.... I know I am writing after a very long time ....in short ... Sorry!
I am very low right now while I am writing this piece.... I feel like killing my self and in order to avoid it, I am venting out my frustration like this. I am a little high on Old MOnk ..... Man, the buddha still has it in im huh! He does kick u in the head after you have gulped him entirely down ..... :)
Guys - If you are reading this, and are in a relationship.... dont read further, because you will start doubting it.......
I dont understand where are we heading to, I know people who were seeing each other for 7 years and suddenly realize they are not compatible and part ways..... People who were together for almost 12 years since school..... and all of a sudden realize that they are not made for each other is strange to digest.... Every realtionship I see around me is screwed up.... Divorces have increased in number, relationships dont last long, people are frustrated, and committment has gone on a never ending sabatical (I hope I got the spelling right, if not, please ignore.)
I have been single since 2006, and now I think I have been lucky, although I dont relate to this side of mine at all.... I look out for single women, and am always in the lookout for single women..... In my heart, I want to get into a relationship, but my mind says..... STAY away.
I am totally confused, Love today has become a rare commodity. Very difficult to rationalize with the outer world about this, and very diffficult to stick to it....
I somehow think, I have stopped making sense, so let me just stop here ....
Please ignore all my spelling mistakes and grammatical erros, it's Old Monk's fault!
All said and done, if you are in a relationship!
Thinka about it!
Dipankar
